Today was tough

It's not even noon, its a Friday and I almost had a breakdown. Its Friday, I'm supposed to be happy but it just wasn't feeling that way today. I've been pretty positive so far but today had a different feeling for me that just made me want to cry. Luckily I was able to get through it with some comforting words from friends and my mom. I don't think I want to go all into here since they have already eased the issues for me, but basically I was having issues with the changes my body are currently going through and not feeling normal. I just feel really lucky to have these people in my life and don't know what I would do without them.

I don't really know where it came from. Probably just the hormones and being emotional. I had a really good week until this. Jason took me to see Wicked at the Orpheum theater in SF on Tuesday that was absolutely amazing. I'm hoping to see it again with Danielle since I know she will enjoy it. He let me sleep in the next day, works been pretty normal. Last night we went to outback with the guys and hung out which was nice. We are celebrating Jason's 30th birthday this Saturday with his family which should be a lot of fun. I haven't really had any wildy emotional times yet so I guess it was just a matter of time. Things can't all be rainbows and butterflies when this much is going on inside, huh.

Weelllllllllll I'm going to look forward to the rest of my day and maybe see if Jason will let me go home and nap lol... i feel drained after all this.

For all the awesome people in my life...



and I will end it with a Cyanide and happiness..



HAPPY WEEKEND!